My life palace
My life palace
Well, I know a memory palace is to be used in a very different way. But I just found it useful to me to use it in my imagination of creating a place to live, well, inside my mind.
I created a palace containing four sections. Health, wealth, creativity and relationships. And I made a central garden that gathers them all and I called it the balance garden.
Now, The health section, has a gym, a kitchen, and a lab for analyzing health condition. The wealth section has a safe room, a money management room, and a computer system for stock and currency trading. It also has a room for my day job. Anyway, you get the idea.
I have cinema and theater rooms where I can watch events that happened in the past or expected to happen in the future. I use these to get rid of my worries. I watch all the scenarios and then choose the best ones. Sometimes, I act aggressively and get the energy out into my imagination instead of hurting myself or somebody with words or actions.
I have a prayer room. I have imaginary friends to talk to when I'm bored or when I need to talk to someone about my problems. I have a dog, a cat and a rabbit. I can have anyone to visit me in my palace and just spend some time with me. I can discuss anything here with no problem at all. I can do anything, good or bad. I can transform into any animal.
Now you get the idea. This is something that I created trying to emotionally stay in control. I'm not escaping here, I'm just trying to compensate what I miss in my life and I also try to control my emotions so they don't get out of control.
Now I have a question, does this seem so crazy to you? I mean, is this sort of schizophrenic?
Or do you think it's just my imagination used in a very different way?
This is my first time to talk about it. I was really embarrassed to tell anyone what my mind contains, because I feel really different. I feel if anyone knows, they'll think I'm crazy.
Well, memory guys, what do you think about that?